Got this from http://pluckymama.wordpress.com/2008/04/23/i-am/
i smell: the rain
i crave: some chocolate
i search: for that place where I belong
i wonder: if I will ever be okay–rid of this depression
i regret: lying to and about myself
i love: my sisters, then my parents, then my Steve
i ache: down in my lower back–darn bed!
i care: about the world
i always: want to be hugged by the people I value the most
i am not: content with who and what I have become–I know I can be better… I cannot and must not settle for mediocrity
i believe: that someday, everything will be okay
i dance: in my loneliness–and once in a musical play for all the world to see
i sing: to ease the pain
i cry: when I feel strong emotions
i don’t always: realize that I am a very lucky girl
i fight: my inner and true self
i write: letters to make me feel better
i win: at almost zero of the contests I’ve joined
i lose: sanity and happiness at the most crucial times
i never: someone to leave me ever again for the reason that I’m too sad
i confuse: myself a lot
i listen: to New Found Glory when I feel sad and they never fail to make me smile
i can usually be found: by myself, with my boyfriend, or with my family
i am scared: that I will never be able to love myself unconditionally
i need: something to focus on aside from myself and my problems
i am happy about: being with Steve and for being able to have a more productive week
